Thursday, April 03, 2008 8:37 PM
is another rainy day, but is the worst rainy day ever. damn it. i had to shiver from paya lebar all the way to tampiness and then to seletar airport there and worst, there was a freaky jam just after tampiness ikea. like wth. i don't know what causes the jam, i just know i was freakking cold.
i got into the rain before i enter church, and was cold in the church. after cg, i was caught in a heavier rain cuz i'm foolish to want to rush to somewhere. but damn, it doesnt matter at all.

i tried to think of the fastest way to get to somewhere and the jam pissed me off especially when i'm shivering like hell in the bus. DUMB!

whatever it is, i had a headache after that. think is being caused by the rain. but nonetheless, here i am. and finally i'm able to watch the 9pm show. i shall stop being so foolish.

Ivan shared something today. the sentence that hit me most was:
love is a feeling, loyalty is a decision.
love sweetens a relationship, loyalty locks a relationship.

this set me thinking, so what if i chose to be loyal to you? it doesn't make any difference.
so what i have done those little things, it doesn't matter and what i got in the end is just NO DATE. let's just continue with this lifestyle, BUT i'm going to stop doing those little things.